| ETID's XMAS SHOW |
[Dec. 31st, 2007|12:20 am] |
was phenomenal...i sat next to keith at the bar, the ride up was almost 4 hours it was the best time i've had in such a long time, me and 3 dudes, and it was amazing!!! I went nuts when they played, me and mr magee were vibin' it was great!!! Bowling awesome i didnt do well but who cares we bowled at an ETID SHOW...I can't wait till End of Jan and begining of feb when they play with killswitch and dillenger...oh man...ridic!!!!
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[Dec. 15th, 2007|12:22 pm] |
EVERY TIME I DIE'S XMAS SHOW IS TOMORROW AND I CAN'T WAIT!!! AHHH ITS GUNNA BE SO MUCH FUN!!! :):)
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| party last nite |
[Nov. 22nd, 2007|05:30 pm] |
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last nites party was phenomenal, best party ever at the dudes' apartment. I brought my biddies, I finally had ladies to goof around with, and we went nuts. Everyone was shitty accept for Lauren, and we all had a great time, more party's like that need to happen!!!! ahhh so much fuckin' fun, ridiculous dancing, beer pong, jello shots, liquor and beer, and cupy cakes! i love my friends more than life haha |
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[Oct. 24th, 2007|04:44 am] |
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so its been a few months...that every time i die shows passed and i was too afraid to talk to jordan buckley when he walked by...BUT TONIGHTS ETID SHOW WAS FUCKING AMAZING, I LOVE SHANNON ADAMS! I GOT TO MEET KEITH AND JORDAN BACKSTAGE!!!! MY DREAM'S COME TRUE, I'M A RETARD AND GOT A PIC WITH KEITH AND SHUT THE PHONE WITH OUT SAVING IT UHHHH...BUT EITHER WAY I GOT TO MEET THEM AND I'M SET FOR LIFE. NOT TO MENTION GOT TO HANG OUT WITH NICK M TODAY AND IT WAS REALLY FUN, LOTS OF LAUGHING :) PHENOMENAL DAY... |
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[Aug. 20th, 2007|10:48 pm] |
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hatebreed was amazing. i love SCRUBS. Seeing Keith Buckley and Jordan, on thursday :)!!!! I dont work at the beach anymore, KB toys is mad slow at great northern. the fairs coming i can't wait. schools starting and i'm stoked. i can't wait till Jay comes home. all in all things are lookin' good |
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[Aug. 14th, 2007|10:28 am] |
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i finally got a letter in the mail, warped tour was amazing, maylene and NFG made my year...i'm lovin' life right now, back to being happy :) woo bout time! |
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| stoked... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2007|01:57 pm] |
STOKED:
-DARIEN LAKE
-WARPED TOUR SEEING: BAD RELIGION,COHEED AND CAMBRIA, IT DIES TODAY, KILLSWITCH ENGAGE, MAYLENE AND THE SONS OF DISASTER, NEW FOUND GLORY (I'M FUCKING EXTATIC FOR THEM), POISON THE WELL, STILL REMAINS, THE STARTING LINE, AND THROWDOWN!!!
-SEEING HATEBREED, LAMB OF GOD, BEHEMOTH, AND 3INCHES OF BLOOD...AGAIN!!
-THEN SEEING EVERY TIME I DIE IN ROCHESTER...I CAN'T WAIT I WILL MEET KEITH BUCKLEY AND BE THAT TEENY BOPPER I DONT CARE HE'S SO EFFIN HOTT
-CLIFF JUMPIN TODAY WITH CHAD AND THE GANG
-SCHOOL STARTING IN A MONTH OR SO
NOT STOKED:
-SUMMER ALMOST BEING OVER
-MY TAN LINES SUCK TERRIBLY
-MISSIN PEOPLE...:^/ |
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[Jul. 18th, 2007|12:26 am] |
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so i've been hanging out with Chad and Marissa alot, and they're both great people. i wrote jay a letter the other day and mailed it, i hope he writes back soon, i miss him a lot. i haven't written in here lately, cause i've been mad busy. i'm in love with SCRUBS, and Zach Braff...that about sum's up that past weeks since i've last written in here...yep great summer... |
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[Jun. 28th, 2007|12:36 am] |
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i misssss jason. grrrrr |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|02:36 am] |
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I'm so bummed right now, it sucks. I can't stop crying. I only left a half hour ago, and I'm so bummed. 3 months till I get to see him again. I hope it goes by fast. I can't wait to get a letter in the mail. Tonight was amazing. He's amazing, and I dunno...it just sucks that it took me a year to find someone that i actually truly like again, and they have to leave. its what he wants to do and i'm cool with that, go after your dreams, just the timing definitely a bummer. i just want a hug right now... |
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[Jun. 9th, 2007|01:40 am] |
yesterday was amazing. Went to Binghamton to hang out with Jay. We went to the mall, got food, and talked. Then we played some basketball, which was a ton of fun. DJ called us and we decided to go cliff diving, so I had to go buy a new bathing suit cause didn't have one with me, so we went to SEARS and i got a cute one for like $26 which was pretty good. Then we drove to Ithaca, no one was there yet so we listened to music, and played hangman in the car, fun. Finally we went to these "cliffs" and Jay, Brian, and this other kid jumped, it was too sketchy for me. Mind you it was like 930...so it was dark. My legs hurt so bad after walking up these hills!! Got some pizza at the Ithaca commons. We then went back to DJ's house where it was me, Jay, brian and tom. We watched Se7en, tom n brian passed out. Good chats till 430. Then we went to bed*. woke up at like noon, came home and drove out to rochester to see As This Body...and had an amazing time.
I have a feeling that this whole weekend is going to be amazing. He's such an amazing dude, and totally makes me happy :^D |
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[May. 24th, 2007|12:06 am] |
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today was a lot of fun...binghamton boys are very very cute :)....hehe |
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[May. 21st, 2007|01:09 am] |
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so i completely have a crush on this dude. And he's wicked cute, and wicked nice, and christine agrees...he's definitely a plus. lol. ahhh...i wanna hang out with him wicked bad...i'm hoping i can take my lifeguarding test tomorrow so that I can go hang with him wednesday when tom goes to rochester...hmmm...I dunno I gotta see....eeek....its been so long since i've actually felt this way...uhh!!! |
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[May. 16th, 2007|01:01 am] |
you know, I guess I have a different sense of humor than a lot of people. I honestly didn't think it'd be that big of deal. I'm just goot at hurting people I guess...Getting screamed at reminded me of last summer, and made me want to throw up. No joke, I felt sick.
I'm sick of being lonely. I feel like I'm not worth anyones time.
Worthless, maybe? A whole year and nothings come my way...maybe I need to get out of this city? Maybe Syracuse just isnt the place for me anymore...
I mean I look at myself in the mirror, and I don't think I'm that terrible looking...I'm not gorgeous, but I'm not ugly. I've made quite the improvement...but there's just something about Syracuse guys...I'm not what they're looking for...
Grrr! |
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[May. 15th, 2007|01:17 am] |
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person.
but when you see them, you suddenly realize you're
just pretending you got over them, to erase the pain
of knowing that they'll never be yours... |
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[May. 11th, 2007|10:29 pm] |
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i feel so stupid, for wanting different things, or old things for that matter... |
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[May. 10th, 2007|12:52 am] |
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i'm confused....and it sucks |
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| Recap of this week... |
[May. 3rd, 2007|08:43 pm] |
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Weekend sucked! Monday worst day ever, never cried before in class. After that fiasco hung out with James and Bub, cause I was so bummed. Hung out there the rest of the day. Skipped work and called in. Tuesday...didnt goto class...slept all day. Wednesday....went to class...did nothing...had a pizza party. Today skipped class again....tomorrow I have news class I'm not stoked. So apparently my gpa's dying, and to be honest I feel nothing. As shitty as that is. The man has had nothing to do with me or my brothers lives since my gma died. And thats been quite sometime. And like I feel bad for my dad, cause he's pretty bummed. But am I supposed to be bummed? I feel nothing. Blank. Like whenever he'd come over for bdays and shit, it was awkward cause he'd be so out of the loop. Remenicing on stuff from like 5th grade. He doesn't know what I goto school for, he doesn't know where I goto school. Its ridiculous. I dunno I dunno how I'm supposed to feel. hmmm.... |
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[Apr. 30th, 2007|08:40 am] |
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SO this weekends totally sucked. I mean the only good part was hanging out with AJ that was it...everything else fuckin' blew...I think I'm gunna start looking for a different job, I really don't wanna work at a place that just doesn't feel the same to me anymore. I'm so confused. I dunno what I want again. FUCK! I know what I want in a sense but its complicated...again. nothing can ever go easy for anyone I swear...I want this week to be over. I want finals to be over, I want my tattoo to be finished. I want to just hang out and do absolutely nothing for awhile until I can start workin' at the lake. I'm kinda nervous to see how me having a full time jobs gunna pan out with the new management...It worked fine with Jake but...:( he's not there anymore...UGHHH!! |
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